The boys just came bursting in the front door with the terrifying news that there was a wolf in the green shed! They were working on their snow fort near the shed when they heard noises inside and saw humongous, fresh wolf tracks leading in and not coming back out! It took me a bit in all the excitement to realize that they didn't actually see the giant wolf with their actual eyes, but only heard him and saw his tracks.
They described the noises as sounding like a squirrel dying. Or a racoon. (Which we don't have up here.) Or something playing. But it was definitely a wolf as evidenced by the tracks.
I stood at the window and watched for the wolf to come back out of the shed. Eli and Evan desparately wanted me to wake up Kendall to go check. When I refused, they wanted me to go check. Well, I had my doubts about the vicous animal in the shed, but even so, I wasn't about to go check. When I refused that option, Evan said he would go check. He was ready to go out there with Eli's BB gun. That offer was also refused by Mom.
We discussed what to do while I kept my eyes trained on the shed's doorway. It's true that wolves are known to be in the area and we definately see tracks around, though the tracks that venture into our driveway are likely dog tracks. Just the other night I saw our cat arching it's back at an unseen predator just outside the patio door. Kendall looked, then freaked us out when he jumped up in surprise. Oh wait, just a husky from down the road. He thought for a second it was a wolf.
So the boys and I stood discussing our plan of action. I hated to have them leave their play outside, but I was reluctant to send them back out. Just in case. Then a movement caught my eye. Well, well, well. If it wasn't a sweet little cat happily wandering out of the shed. So much for the fierce giant wolf. I did keep watch and my heart did skip a small beat when Evan ran out to look in the shed. All he found was another happy little cat.
Whew. Close call.
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Lao-tzu
July 1, 2008
This journey so far has taken me one thousand and four miles from my hometown, but I’m having trouble putting my finger on the single step that began it all. Was it Monday afternoon at the border when they gave me my official document allowing me to pass? Was it Saturday morning when we started the car and drove out of Goshen in our funny little caravan? Was it in February when we came up to Red Lake for a job interview at the hospital? Was it two Christmases ago being up here with Kendall’s family and all of us rating our desire to live up here? (I can’t say my number on a scale of 1 – 100 was high, but it was the highest of all the in-laws, so I guess I’m the chosen one.) Was it three years ago almost to the day that Kendall first said, “What if we’d move up here?” (I tried to ignore that one for several months, thinking surely it would go away.) Or was it June 10, 2000 when I married Kendall and made some solemn promises before God and all these witnesses? Was it a night before Kendall and I were married when we talked about moving to Red Lake? (It was a far off and romantic possibility at that time.) Or was it living in and visiting different cultures at different times in my life? Could the first step have been when my parents brought me as a baby to this same area for a year of voluntary service? (Kendall wasn’t born yet, but I surely saw his parents as they chatted with mine from time to time.) What about when my dad lived on a nearby reserve for two years before he was married? Or when my mom visited this town with her family as a teenager? Or maybe it had something to do with choices my grandparents made? Or other ancestors farther back?
At any rate, moving into this house where I slept for a few weeks as a baby and where my dad stayed as a teenager, has made me very aware of roots. And how they affect our lives and choices and passions.
I suspect there is no single step that began our move a thousand miles away from Indiana. It seems, rather, to be a coming together of so many different factors. (Not the least of which is marrying a man who has taken this land as a very part of his being. And for all the ways I can tease him and get annoyed at some of his woodsman ways, I really do mean that in a reverent and respectful way.)
So here we are, a thousand miles from nowhere. (Oops…I meant a thousand miles from Goshen.) I know that we safely made the journey here, but mostly our journey is just beginning. And mostly I’m excited.
This journey so far has taken me one thousand and four miles from my hometown, but I’m having trouble putting my finger on the single step that began it all. Was it Monday afternoon at the border when they gave me my official document allowing me to pass? Was it Saturday morning when we started the car and drove out of Goshen in our funny little caravan? Was it in February when we came up to Red Lake for a job interview at the hospital? Was it two Christmases ago being up here with Kendall’s family and all of us rating our desire to live up here? (I can’t say my number on a scale of 1 – 100 was high, but it was the highest of all the in-laws, so I guess I’m the chosen one.) Was it three years ago almost to the day that Kendall first said, “What if we’d move up here?” (I tried to ignore that one for several months, thinking surely it would go away.) Or was it June 10, 2000 when I married Kendall and made some solemn promises before God and all these witnesses? Was it a night before Kendall and I were married when we talked about moving to Red Lake? (It was a far off and romantic possibility at that time.) Or was it living in and visiting different cultures at different times in my life? Could the first step have been when my parents brought me as a baby to this same area for a year of voluntary service? (Kendall wasn’t born yet, but I surely saw his parents as they chatted with mine from time to time.) What about when my dad lived on a nearby reserve for two years before he was married? Or when my mom visited this town with her family as a teenager? Or maybe it had something to do with choices my grandparents made? Or other ancestors farther back?
At any rate, moving into this house where I slept for a few weeks as a baby and where my dad stayed as a teenager, has made me very aware of roots. And how they affect our lives and choices and passions.
I suspect there is no single step that began our move a thousand miles away from Indiana. It seems, rather, to be a coming together of so many different factors. (Not the least of which is marrying a man who has taken this land as a very part of his being. And for all the ways I can tease him and get annoyed at some of his woodsman ways, I really do mean that in a reverent and respectful way.)
So here we are, a thousand miles from nowhere. (Oops…I meant a thousand miles from Goshen.) I know that we safely made the journey here, but mostly our journey is just beginning. And mostly I’m excited.
1 comment:
Great story Karen, It'll be fun for them to remember this story when there Daddy's
nana
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